welcome to the jungle...

I was just reading the last entry. And boy oh boy...so many things have transpired in such short a time...

I had a blast the entire love month. I felt as if I've experienced love in its many facets and forms. When I quit my last stint for a radio station, I was truly depressed. But all my friends came to the rescue. Even my mom brought comfort in saying that they can keep their money and that I would be better off without them...hahahaha. She somehow noticed how I've been really working hard to prepare everything for my own show. There were sleepless nights; there were cranky times.

But you know--I felt the love around me. I had wonderful friends surrounding me; a wonderful family who completely supports me... People believing in what I can do and what I have accomplished. People who are even so much better than I was and yet still had room to acknowledge what I had. Things I never really felt during my stay in that little neighborhood. I've made some great friends there as well. The small people. But they were genuinely good. And I have just proven that when I bumped into one at the same building I'm currently working right now. Even if he didn't say much to me back then, I felt that he truly respected and accepted me in the brood before.

And if I should say anything good about my stay at that particular station, it would have to be the fact that I've learned to believe in myself more. I've learned to manage my doubts. I finally relearned to trust my instincts. And to leave something for myself. At the end of the day, it's just me and only me.


I just realized I never really needed Feng Shui to guide me. I just needed friends and that conviction to move on and enjoy life for what its worth.