about a week ago, after hearing and realizing some stuff told to me by a superior, i felt the world cave in and just crushed me to bits...
i know i needed it...i know i deserved it...but by god, i never thought i'd be hit like that...
i was contemplating forever if i should or should not and then i did...but now more than before, i can't believe i'm actually entertaining thoughts of doubt and restlessness about my decision...
but hey, i'm back to one piece...
sure it hurt me a great deal...only because this means a lot to me. if it still doesn't work, then maybe i should really give up...and perhaps it's a sign from god that i should move on...
i wish things weren't as complicated.
how i wish i was just waking up to another saturday morning when i was around 8 or 9..back when cartoons were my main priority every single weekend...
i'll always remember that very emotional evening...the lacrimals just wouldn't let up as i locked myself inside the car and just pour it all out.
uhm, i just dont ever wanna feel that way again.
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