Sunday, November 09, 2008

lost in the crossroads...

i busted my right arm a couple of days back and the pain remains 4 days later and i'm getting even more emotional as i attempt to get my mind off it...

psychosomatic? i've been kinna down lately. and it has a lot to do with work.

it just baffles me to pieces why people put so much faith in you...and you- on your part- desperately- and really eagerly try not to let them down...you frustratingly shake your world to make room for whatever...

and then more doubts...more questions...more hesitations...

am i doing the right thing? have i made the right decision? what if i'm just doing this because i thought i could-- and then i really couldn't?

what if i've gotten so involved in this, that i just couldn't turn back? what if it's just pride eating me right now more than anything?

or perhaps i may have overestimated my self.

No comments: