perplexing the heart on a monday morning...

she's utterly confused with the way things turned out. no questions asked though. certainly no answers given. no, nothing was said. nothing of that sort. it's not that she's not happy with how things ended. it just left a big question mark. it's not as if she's tryna hope for something more than what transpired. a period would have been more welcomed.

she's a nice person. she still believes that love can be saved. she's very hopeful, not for herself, but for other people. but still- she's confused. the answer- will it come soon?

spin cycle...

it's seems like a run at the laundromat... she's now on spin cycle mode. it seems like it's happening all over again. she's dizzy. but she's good. she's level-headed. she can take care of the situation. a friend tells her to put a period and never add any more elements to the story. reminding her of the guilty feelings it could amass. afraid.? more like anxious. not thrilled. not the least bit excited. perhaps overwhelmed. she says she misses that particular feeling...no, not love- just the feeling of being overwhelmed. ugh...

feeling uninspired...

something about the pull of the moon and the stars of late... the girl attracts all the wrong people ... tsk tsk tsk...
she's been asking for someone to care about and love...but how come? ugh...