spin cycle...

it's seems like a run at the laundromat... she's now on spin cycle mode. it seems like it's happening all over again. she's dizzy. but she's good. she's level-headed. she can take care of the situation. a friend tells her to put a period and never add any more elements to the story. reminding her of the guilty feelings it could amass. afraid.? more like anxious. not thrilled. not the least bit excited. perhaps overwhelmed. she says she misses that particular feeling...no, not love- just the feeling of being overwhelmed. ugh...